having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful
“Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else, but just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.”—The Winter of the Air (via lebanesebreezeee)
While I do think Demi’s at least bisexual, I don’t see the point on the media and her so-called fans attacking her current boyfriend for shit he did/said A THOUSAND YEARS ago. (Okay, actually eight years ago, lmao)
I mean, you are not the same person you were in 2006, and she isn’t the same person, and he isn’t the same person. I am in no way defending the shit he said on that infamous Howard Stern interview, because that was really doouche-y.
But using those things to form an opinion on him, now? That’s plain stupid. Demi’s happy. He makes her happy. That’s all you need to know, and that’s all that matters.
And judging by what she says about him and how calm and content she is around him, then well… You’re all being selfish.
As for the age difference? Who gives a shit? It’s her life, and her choices to make.
If shit happens? Her problem. If he cheats on her? Her problem.. If they actually manage to get married? Their problem.
I find it extremely funny how people don’t seem to be as judgemental of Selena with Justin, when he’s clearly a bad choice and a completely different case. He’s slowly turning into a criminal. He’s disrespectul to people in general, and thinks he’s above everything and everyone else.
Yet everybody seems to adore their sick, twisted relationship, when she’s obviously miserable and has been for months.
I’ve been shipping Lovez for years, now. And yes, no matter how much times flies, I still would absolutely LOVE to see it happen. But I know where to stand in this situation. Live and let live, you guys. Live and let live.
“Nobody really cares about your accomplishments. That’s why you need to set your own goals and do it for yourself. Forget what makes your parents proud or what your friends like, what is it that makes you like yourself?”—(via collardgreensneckbones)
“I learned that you’ve been kissing someone new.
And it’s such a shame.
She probably bites your lip a little too hard,
and whispers in your ear a little too loudly.
I wonder if she embraces you
as if you just came back from war,
or if she ever kisses you
as if you only had minutes to live.
Perhaps she’s easy to fall asleep with,
but is she worth waking up to?
I suppose I’ll never know.
But there was once a girl
who burned of a thousand suns for you.
And it’s such a shame
how you let her go.”—
“One should be in love. Love should not be just a relationship, it should be a state of being. And whenever you love one, through the one you love the all. And if love has really happened you will suddenly find that you have started loving trees and birds and the sky and people.”—Osho (via wethinkwedream)